<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13556494</id><updated>2011-07-28T21:35:40.670-07:00</updated><title type='text'>herbs last stand</title><subtitle type='html'>The realm of the danisheater!  The world's coolest seldom-to-be-updated-blog!</subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://herbs-last-stand.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/13556494/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://herbs-last-stand.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Anders</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/12917830126881300938</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>9</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13556494.post-886888199800156239</id><published>2007-04-16T17:11:00.002-07:00</published><updated>2007-05-01T14:46:53.658-07:00</updated><title type='text'>New Year's Resolutions</title><content type='html'>&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;I made some New Year’s Resolutions for 2007, which many of us do, but actually kept one for almost three months which in my mind makes it worth mentioning.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;So here are my New Year’s Resolutions and how I’ve done so far:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: -0.25in;"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportLists]--&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;1)&lt;span style=""&gt;      &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;!--[endif]--&gt;Sleep like a normal person&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;For those of you who don’t understand the inside joke here, it’s been a long time since I consistently went to bed and woke up at a normal hour with sufficient hours inbetween.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Starting at age 13 in middle school, I woke up at &lt;st1:time minute="0" hour="4"&gt;4 am&lt;/st1:time&gt; every day to deliver news papers.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Since it was unrealistic through middle and high school to go to bed at 8 pm every night and hence get a full night’s sleep, I averaged 4-5 hours a night though high school, with naps now and then (usually in class).&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Undergrad at Case was no better.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I took too many classes and did too many things to go to bed at a reasonable hour.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I would say I pulled an all nighter every week or so in undergrad, and did quite a few in high school, too.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;When I meet people now who say they never have pulled an all-nighter for work, I can only chuckle in envy.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;So the running joke in undergrad was that some day I would like to sleep like a normal person, going to sleep at the same time each night, waking up at the same time each morning, and going to bed when I want to, not when I have finished a day’s work or whatever.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Didi often told me that I would die by age 30 if I didn’t learn to do this.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Sleeping like a normal person has been a new year’s resolution every year since 2001, and although I do progressively better each year, I am still not there.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;So how did this year go?&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Well grad school, especially after your first year when you don’t have to take as many classes, suits itself much better to this.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;So I definitely have been sleeping more on average.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Also, due to my many years of sleep deprivation in high school and undergrad I no longer have the no sleep stamina I used to and do need to get a few hours now and then.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;But, specific to 2007, I was doing really well until the end of Winter quarter when I had to huge assignments do in my programming class at the same time.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;This coincided with a week long visit from Mom an dAnnica (she was on spring break), so I tried to work a short day on research, hang out with them in the evening, and then work through the night on getting these projects done.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I wrote nearly 100 pages of code, and got my assignments done, but those projects ruined my New Year’s resolutions…&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: -0.25in;"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportLists]--&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;2)&lt;span style=""&gt;      &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;!--[endif]--&gt;Hit the snooze button only once&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;I haven’t come close at all, probably due to the outcome of number one.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: -0.25in;"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportLists]--&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;3)&lt;span style=""&gt;      &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;!--[endif]--&gt;Eat better&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;The specific item I tired to eliminate was soda, in addition to just being more conscious.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I like eating too much to realistically succeed at restricting myself too much.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;We all know the amount of Coke I can down, a lot of extra calories, so I used that as a definite cold turkey thing to eliminate.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I tried in the fall to move to both diet coke, coke zero, etc., but none had the taste of good old original coke.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;So I had a big helping of Coke on New Year’s Eve dinner at Brendan and An’s, and then had none at all… until I had to practically not sleep at all for a week and had to have the sugar and caffeine to survive.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: -0.25in;"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportLists]--&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;4)&lt;span style=""&gt;      &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;!--[endif]--&gt;Exercise more&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;This I really have been doing a good job on.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I played basketball twice a week, along with volleyball twice a week and skiing or soccer or tennis over the weekends through winter quarter, and am now playing sand volleyball twice a week, soccer once or twice a week and softball once a week.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;All, though, as IMs or pick-up games (would love to get bball going again).&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;This, however, along with still not eating as well as I could, has not let me lose the 15-20 pounds I would like to lose (I’m at a big 245 right now).&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Hitting the gym or running in the mornings has not happened, but I’m trying to use turning 25 on Thursday as an impetus to start it.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The running is tough right now- may have to be swimming or biking- as I have developed shin splints from all the impact sports I’ve been playing (soccer, skiing, basketball).&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I had to take time off now and then for those and am hoping they will finally be better.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: -0.25in;"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportLists]--&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;5)&lt;span style=""&gt;      &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;!--[endif]--&gt;Stay-in touch with people better&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;I hope this recent outbreak of blogs will help jump start that, or at least seeing many of old friends at Matt and Didi’s wedding.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I don’t think I’ll ever be a big IM person- but I still do read/reply to pretty much all emails, eventually.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;My inbox is a todo list, and I don’t move things out I haven’t read or dealt with.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I learned this from Ashish junior year and am still committed to it.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;So I hope everyone hasn’t given up on me in this respect – I’m trying to do better, but the jury is still out.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: -0.25in;"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportLists]--&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;6)&lt;span style=""&gt;      &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;!--[endif]--&gt;Update my blog/ personal webpage more regularly&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;This is a start!&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: -0.25in;"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportLists]--&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;7)&lt;span style=""&gt;      &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;!--[endif]--&gt;Be more productive at work&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;As I get more knowledgable about my project, this comes.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I haven’t been productive lately, but I don’t think this is something you can just fix.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I have to learn to be patient- progress is extremely back loaded in research.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;So this wasn’t the best resolution to begin with…&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 0.5in; text-indent: -0.25in;"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportLists]--&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;8)&lt;span style=""&gt;      &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;!--[endif]--&gt;Minimize extra-curricular responsibilities&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;I have outright failed at this.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I tried to not become a member of the recruitment committee, but they really had no one else to turn to.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I am still busy with Action Committee stuff (I’m the president of the grad student group in cheme), and take a lot of time coordinating IMs (intramural sports, that is)., pickup sports and other things.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Those things are a part of what makes me who I am – I recall how little fun my last summer in Cleveland I spent entirely in lab were – but at some point I have to give all of this away or find a way to double my productivity at work.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;It’s the only way to survive at work.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;This resolution has really concerned me lately as it really conflicts with things I value.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I have worked hard as Action Committee to impact changes in the culture of our Department in a number of ways, have had some success, but there’s a lot more to do.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;This is a very conceited thing to say, but I’m not sure without my leadership that this culture charge toward more involvement and interaction won’t revert to what it was.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;And to get things where I’d like to see them would take twice the effort I put in this year…&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;I usually say I will never give up IMs, but maybe I have to?&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;As to the recruitment committee, agreeing to it now makes it actually a 3 year commitment as usually you are an “apprentice” your first year, run the show on your own the next, and then train the next crew your third.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Shira and Karen are the other two new members, both from my year and both the two people who I can count on for help with Action Committee stuff.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;All three of us are in the same boat- we are willing to help but know we can’t forever…&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;My mantra for IMs has always been that I want to participate and to assure that I can I organize it.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I like to say that if you want to participate you should be willing to coordinate, but I can’t be here for 8 years…&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Maybe I put so much effort into these things because I’m afraid to try and leave a mark in my department from research alone…&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Well I do have to do better at this, but this is more than just trying to break a bad habit; to some degree, it’s redefining who I am.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Ugh.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;The great thing about the quarter system, though, once you get over the horribly compacted and way to rushed schedule for classes, is that everything changes 4 times year.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;You constantly have chances for “New Quarter Resolutions.”&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;This give you lots of chance to establish that new routine, try and break bad habits, etc.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Ironically, this is also the worst thing about the quarter system.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;As your and the university’s schedule seems to change dramatically every 3 months, all the good habits from the previous quarter’s “New Quarter Resolution” are tough to maintain.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13556494-886888199800156239?l=herbs-last-stand.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://herbs-last-stand.blogspot.com/feeds/886888199800156239/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=13556494&amp;postID=886888199800156239' title='42 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/13556494/posts/default/886888199800156239'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/13556494/posts/default/886888199800156239'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://herbs-last-stand.blogspot.com/2007/04/new-years-resolutions.html' title='New Year&apos;s Resolutions'/><author><name>Anders</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/12917830126881300938</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>42</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13556494.post-2823722466550042179</id><published>2007-04-16T17:11:00.001-07:00</published><updated>2007-05-01T01:32:56.128-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Easter eggs, skiing and remorse</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp1.blogger.com/_vcYP-qykeIA/Rjb093lSsSI/AAAAAAAAABc/Z7XUx5tygF0/s1600-h/easter_eggs.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_vcYP-qykeIA/Rjb093lSsSI/AAAAAAAAABc/Z7XUx5tygF0/s320/easter_eggs.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5059500575126892834" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I went home to Denver this Easter weekend with three friends from Stanford (Chris L, Jon V, Jon K).  We went skiing for three days at three different resorts: Vail, Breckenridge, and Keystone, where it dumped on us all day and hence was the best snow of the year the last day of the year.  The skiing was a lot of fun, minus the traffic and my helmet chin strap sun tan.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I also got to spend some time with my Mom and Annica while at home.  For Easter, mom got these chocolate eggs with cellulose based paint for Annica and we enjoyed a little painting competition.  See if you can determine which egg was painted by whom.  The results may surprise you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I did not get to see Dad while I was at home because his mother, lovely known by my siblings and I as California Grandma, was very ill and he rushed out to LA to be by her side.  She then passed away on  Easter Sunday after a long, full life.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The funeral was on Tuesday and unfortunately there was no time for me to get there, but they simulcast the service over cell phone.  My Dad spoke for a long time about his mom at the service, something I had never heard him do before.  It made me frustrated that I didn't know my grand parents as well as I should have nor do I feel I know enough about my parents childhood and time before me as I should.  Time to learn more about my family!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13556494-2823722466550042179?l=herbs-last-stand.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://herbs-last-stand.blogspot.com/feeds/2823722466550042179/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=13556494&amp;postID=2823722466550042179' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/13556494/posts/default/2823722466550042179'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/13556494/posts/default/2823722466550042179'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://herbs-last-stand.blogspot.com/2007/04/easter-eggs-skiing-and-remorse.html' title='Easter eggs, skiing and remorse'/><author><name>Anders</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/12917830126881300938</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://bp1.blogger.com/_vcYP-qykeIA/Rjb093lSsSI/AAAAAAAAABc/Z7XUx5tygF0/s72-c/easter_eggs.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13556494.post-3017291819601511853</id><published>2007-04-16T17:10:00.001-07:00</published><updated>2007-04-30T17:42:42.812-07:00</updated><title type='text'>The Older I get</title><content type='html'>&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;I recently had an email exchange with Jenny Chan that really made me put my life in perspective.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Jenny was requesting donations for Relay for Life, a charity in which people pledge to run many miles to raise awareness and money for the American Cancer society.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;As Jenny will readily admit, she was not a runner in the past, but now plans to run130 miles between March 1 and May 31.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I am really impressed by this, not only her commitment to a charity, but really picking up a new hobby and getting into it.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;A recent grad of my lab, Vic, took a job at Exxon in &lt;st1:state&gt;&lt;st1:place&gt;Virginia&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:State&gt; and is going to dancing classes in the evenings now.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Some friends at Stanford are taking Wind Surfing classes, another labmate learned dutch (he is married to a Belgian).&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Craig always seems to be trying out some new something.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Karthik is off in &lt;st1:country-region&gt;&lt;st1:place&gt;India&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:country-region&gt;.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;And me…&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;The older I get, the more things I don’t do.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I definitely don’t do theatre anymore, and haven’t since 2001.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I don’t sing, or really do any music of any kind.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I barely read for pleasure, and definitely have written any plays recently or created any short films.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I haven’t been as physically fit as I want to be since I left high school, and things only get worse the older I get.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I’ve forgotten nearly all the German I learned in Middle School, High School and my first two years of college.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Well, I’m really happy for all of the people I know who are expanding their horizons in some way.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Just wish it didn’t put in contrast how close the horizon is feeling to me right now.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13556494-3017291819601511853?l=herbs-last-stand.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://herbs-last-stand.blogspot.com/feeds/3017291819601511853/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=13556494&amp;postID=3017291819601511853' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/13556494/posts/default/3017291819601511853'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/13556494/posts/default/3017291819601511853'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://herbs-last-stand.blogspot.com/2007/04/older-i-get.html' title='The Older I get'/><author><name>Anders</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/12917830126881300938</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13556494.post-8062350278750425730</id><published>2007-04-16T17:06:00.001-07:00</published><updated>2007-04-30T17:42:58.516-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Roommate divorce</title><content type='html'>&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;As the handful of you (Amy, Josh, Mary Ann) who have been so kind as to visit know, Stanford offers a subsidy to Graduate students to live in area off-campus apartments at more affordable rates.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Hence, Vinay and I have lived from September 2005-April 2007 in Sharon Green Apartments, a spacious 2Br, 2 &lt;st1:city&gt;&lt;st1:place&gt;Bath&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:City&gt; 800 square foot apartment at a price (~900/month) much less than the market value (~1200/month). Stanford was effectively a third roommate for us while we were there. The complex was great, about 2 miles from campus with a shuttle that came every 40 minutes, plenty of parking (not a small thing in this part of the country), a shopping center right across the street with bakery, deli, bank, super market, a couple of restaurants, gas station, and the key ingredient for Vinay, a Starbucks.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Stanford started this subsidized program a few years ago to help the enormous crunch on graduate housing on campus.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;In fact, one of the only big student demonstrations in the last decade was graduate students protesting for more on campus housing.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The program subsidized apartments all over the area, but is now coming to an end for three reasons: 1) the scheduled opening of new graduate residences in 2008; 2) The current excess of on campus graduate housing as more people live off campus; 3) The perceived availability and affordability of off-campus apartments as compared to the past.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;This all may be true, but for Vinay and I, the only affordable options were quite far from campus, so we decided to move on before the termination of our lease at the end of May.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;So know we are living in Studio apartments as we perceived this to be the best way to get more space.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I think I have 300 square feet now with private bath and a kitchen and living area.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Things are cramped, and moving was a bit of a pain as we go from an unfurnished apartment to a furnished studio.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;We had two couches which are currently being stored at friend’s places.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The desk I had is now in the trunk of my car as I look for an interested party.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The foosball table is in my studio, along with the bed I bought for the old apartment.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;With bed and foosball table, I have about 8 square feet of unoccupied floor space and I have climb over a couch to get into bed.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;College living at its best- I feel like I’m back in those 6x10’s in Howe.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;As to the title of this article, moving out was kind of similar to a divorce.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Vinay and I had to figure out how to split up a lot of shared items (dishes, pots and pans, kitchen appliances, TV and other electronics, foosball table, tables and chairs, etc.); determine what to do with shared items that are no longer practical for an individual (couches); and we see each other much less than we used to.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;I have some friends at Stanford with whom I will try to live starting in the fall, but for now I really feel like I’m back in undergrad, walking down long hallways of closed doors (I barely see anyone around the studios, actually) to my cramped room with all of my stuff shoved here and there, stacks of boxes in the corners, no free space in the closet.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;At least the kitchen and bathroom are much nicer than the past, but not my favorite living situation for the time being…&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;So, yeah, no longer easy for anyone to come visit- I barely have space for myself in my apartment right now- but that doesn’t mean that if you are in the bay area I wouldn’t love to see ya.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13556494-8062350278750425730?l=herbs-last-stand.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://herbs-last-stand.blogspot.com/feeds/8062350278750425730/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=13556494&amp;postID=8062350278750425730' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/13556494/posts/default/8062350278750425730'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/13556494/posts/default/8062350278750425730'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://herbs-last-stand.blogspot.com/2007/04/roommate-divorce.html' title='Roommate divorce'/><author><name>Anders</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/12917830126881300938</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13556494.post-2445654991706687109</id><published>2007-04-16T17:05:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2007-04-30T17:43:18.263-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Life after qualifying exams</title><content type='html'>&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;The Stanford Chemical Engineering Department has a two-pronged qualifying exams approach.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;After your first two quarters, we take Pre-Qualifying Exams.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Thus my classmates and I spent Winter Quarter exam week and spring break of last year (2006) stashed away in the library preparing for them.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Then, after Spring and Summer quarters, right before the start of your second year, we have Qualifying Exams.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The first year class here (that’s right, I’m a second year now) just went through this, making me realize I hadn’t kept many of you up-to-date on how all of this went for me.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;For Pre-Quals, we were each given a current paper from an academic journal in one of four topic areas: 1) Transport phenomena and rheology; 2) Surface science; 3) Polymers; 4) Bioengineering.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I choose, naturally, transport and rheology.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;With our papers in hand, we had two weeks to prepare a twenty minute presentation critiquing this work in front of the faculty, followed by twenty minutes of questions.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;As qualifying exams go (most of the rest of the country class our “pre-quals” quals and our “quals” a candidacy exam), this is rather unique.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;MIT, &lt;st1:place&gt;&lt;st1:city&gt;Caltech&lt;/st1:City&gt;,  &lt;st1:state&gt;Wisconsin&lt;/st1:State&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt; and &lt;st1:city&gt;&lt;st1:place&gt;Berkley&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:City&gt; all have more traditional exams, with written questions.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I know MIT has an oral part of the exam, too, but all on the Undergrad ChemE curriculum.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The faculty here claim that the questions they ask and what they are looking for in our presentations are also to evaluate our knowledge of ChemE curriculum, but we definitely get a different and I think less stressful environment.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;My paper was a 40 pages beast on polymer dynamics theory, modeling and experiment.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;For all those interested, here’s the reference: “Elasto-capillary thinning and breakup of model elastic liquids.”&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Anna and McKinley, Journal of Rheology, vol 45, 2001.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;As the title suggests, the paper focused on understanding the dynamics and breaking of filaments of polymer fluids.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Imagine that you have some undried elmer’s glue sandwiched between two coasters.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Now imagine that you are pulling the two coasters apart such that you move one coaster up and the other down.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;As the coasters are separaterd, the elmer’s glue “stretches,” a thin stream connecting the glob of glue stuck to the top coaster and the bottom coaster.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;As you pull the coasters even further apart, this stream, or filament, connecting the two coasters will become thinner and longer until eventually it breaks.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Other than being really long and dense, though, my paper wasn’t so bad.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;And since prequals focus on oral presentation skills primarily, I felt very comfortable going in: my theatre background from High School has given me a lot of confidence for oral presentations.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;So the talk went well, the questions from the faculty were pretty benign, and I passed with flying colors.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Actually, all of my first year class passed Pre-Quals, not un-precedent, but still a big accomplishment.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I was really happy for all of my classmates; they have all worked very hard all truly wanted to be here.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;It’s great that Stanford ChemE has designed it’s qualifying exams such that desire and hard work are the primary criteria for passing, at least from what I can tell.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;After Pre-Quals, we were all assigned research advisors and joined labs.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I am working with Eric Shaqfeh, a rheologist/ polymer physicist who studies complex fluids (that is, how solutions of polymers or other macromolecules behave) and polymer dynamics (e.g. simulations and flow-trapping and microscope observation of single DNA molecules stretching in flow). &lt;span style=""&gt; &lt;/span&gt;I will write an entry describing my project in greater detail at some later point, but quickly my project is investigating the dynamics of DNA fragments in nano-channels toward the application of creating a new DNA size-sorter.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;There is a good crop of smart, out-going and generally fun older students (Vic and Dave, who graduated in fall 2006, Brendan, Ajey and Chris, who are will graduate most likely in fall 2008) in Eric’s groups that have all become good friends of mine.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;We really have a great time at work, although I suppose we would be a little more productive if we didn’t like hanging out so much.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Following prequals, preparations for Quals begins immediately.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Like prequals, quals is a 20 minute presentation followed by 20 minutes of questions.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;This time, however, your presentation is on your progress and future plans in your doctoral research.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;My advisor really likes his students to give lots of practice talks, so Shikha, another new student to Eric’s group, and I started giving talks in June and kept giving them at least once a month until Quals in the end of September.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;These practice talks were much more nerve-racking then the actual talk: a lot of times you are unprepared, don’t have many of the results you will have by the end of the summer, and I am much more embarrassed about seeming foolish or unintelligent in front of my peers, who may think otherwise, than the faculty, who already know from classes, exams, etc. how smart I am.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;The actual quals went well again.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Not all of my first year class took quals right away, but in the end everyone passed, which was a great relief yet again.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Following Quals, we jumped right into fall quarter 2006.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I was a teaching assistant for a core class (i.e. a little bit more homework and all the entering ChemE PhD students have to take it) in applied mathematics that my advisor taught.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;It was a lot of fun- I got to do a 1.5 hour recitation every week in addition to office hours and grading (not much fun) – but a huge time commitment.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Getting research done was impossible and I am still trying, now in April 2007, the research momentum I had at the end of the summer that TAing destroyed.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Hopefully when I TA this class again in Fall 2007 (that’s usually the way things work), I will be better prepared and better able to balance things.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;TAing in the fall also had another interesting side effect.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;All of the older students talk about the “post-quals slump.”&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Your first year is pretty intense, with lots of homework and tests the first two quarters, followed by pre quals and quals.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Most students get stuck in the research doldrums in the fall at the start of their second year mostly because they need a mental break.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Research becomes boring and un-motivating for a while with the next hurdle, graduation, so far away and without day-to-day pressures as you only have to take maybe one class.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Well I didn’t have time to relax in the Fall or even the Winter quarter of my second year, with TAing and my other duties I always seem to load up with (coordinating Intramural sports, President of the Action Committee, the ChemE Grad student group, member of the Recruitment committee, so responsible for planning and running all of the recruitment events in early spring).&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;So while my second year classmates enjoyed the fall quarter slump, I slogged on, as busy as ever.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;But I think I have finally reached that slump now, Spring quarter of my second year.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;It’s been hard to get out of bed in the morning recently, and I am moving much slower than I’d like to in my research right now.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The older students assure me that this malaise will pass, so for now I’ll just try to slog through and find ways to make my project interesting again.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Right now is when I realize what getting a PhD is really all about.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Sure you need to be smart, but mostly you need to be willing for a marathon, chipping away for five years, which compared to everything else you’ve done up to that point, is a very, very long time.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13556494-2445654991706687109?l=herbs-last-stand.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://herbs-last-stand.blogspot.com/feeds/2445654991706687109/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=13556494&amp;postID=2445654991706687109' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/13556494/posts/default/2445654991706687109'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/13556494/posts/default/2445654991706687109'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://herbs-last-stand.blogspot.com/2007/04/life-after-qualifying-exams.html' title='Life after qualifying exams'/><author><name>Anders</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/12917830126881300938</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13556494.post-113400393581602199</id><published>2005-12-07T17:00:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2005-12-07T17:05:35.833-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Trip to Cleveland and Fall Quarter Impressions</title><content type='html'>&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;Trip to &lt;st1:city st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place st="on"&gt;Cleveland&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt; and impressions on a quarter-&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;     &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;Before discussing the quarter, let me alert everyone to my upcoming trip to &lt;st1:city st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place st="on"&gt;Cleveland&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt;.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;       &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;Arrive-Tuesday 1/3/06, 7:55 pm (Continental 2816)&lt;br /&gt;Depart-Sunday 1/8/06, 8:14 am (United 1147)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;     &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;This is supposed to be somewhat of a business trip—still doing stuff for old Case MS advisor Baskaran—but I would still really like to see people while I’m in town.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-size:100%;" &gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;I hope I can see many of you then.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;     &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;So one quarter almost finished here at Stanford.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-size:100%;" &gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;I have a final R evening, next W morning and a take home final due next W, along with a homework due this F—one more week and I’m there.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-size:100%;" &gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;I am doing fine in classes- especially since as a PhD student, grades are entirely irrelevant as long as you maintain a very achievable minimum GPA.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-size:100%;" &gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;Graduate classes here, I’m assured, follow the general grad class grading scale:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;A= average&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 0.5in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;B= you’re doing badly&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;C= a catastrophe&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;D,F= do not exist (at least never seen)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent: 0.5in;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;Inc= probably what you would get instead of a D or F if you found someway to do that poorly.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt; I am hoping the Graduate Grading Scale (GGS) will help me out in my Partials Differential Equations class that has proven interesting, but too “mathy” and abstract for this engineer at times. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;My classmates here, as expected, are very committed and hardworking.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-size:100%;" &gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;I definitely feel like I’ve lost some of my taking classes edge, though.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-size:100%;" &gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;Although my peers still seem to think I’m this infinitely motivated/hard-working individual and gawk at the length of my problem sets, I definitely have never had so much trouble resisting the urge to just sit and watch TV/ read a good book.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-size:100%;" &gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;Perhaps it was the nine month break from taking classes.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-size:100%;" &gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;Hopefully the “undergrad life” I have to maintain for just one more quarter will be more agreeable in the Winter quarter.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-size:100%;" &gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;In the spring I will begin working in a research lab, and probably won’t take more than 1 classes very often there-after.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;     &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;I have done some of the things I wanted to do here, but few as often as I’d like.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-size:100%;" &gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;I only made one football game- Stanford vs. ND, a TERRIFFIC game, especially since Stanford legend John Elway and others were present at halftime.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-size:100%;" &gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;I’ve made some basketball games and hope to make more in the new year.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-size:100%;" &gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;Our IM football team made the playoffs (a hard thing to do here) and won our first playoff game.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-size:100%;" &gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;The quarters, semis and championship are this upcoming weekend.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-size:100%;" &gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;I definitely haven’t eaten/exercised the way I wanted to and that heads my list of new year’s resolutions.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-size:100%;" &gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;I’ve barely touched my golf clubs, and have not been able to hike/camp at all yet.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-size:100%;" &gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;My older classmates assure me that these things become easier once your primary focus shifts from classes and problem sets to working in a lab.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-size:100%;" &gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;I think my problem remains my limitless appetite for activities coupled with a lot of work to do.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-size:100%;" &gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;If only I good get a job as a “leisure engineer”….&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;     &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;The campus and people have been great.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-size:100%;" &gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;I am impressed by the general level of commitment and intelligence of everyone I’ve met.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-size:100%;" &gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;My interaction with undergraduates has been limited thus far, but I hear that it is a fun place to be an undergraduate.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;     &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;In addition to being in &lt;st1:city st="on"&gt;Cleveland&lt;/st1:city&gt;, I will be at home in &lt;st1:city st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place st="on"&gt;Denver&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt; from 12/17 to 1/3.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-size:100%;" &gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;I was able to go home for Thanksgiving this year- we got a full week off and will again next year- and I have been dreaming of mom’s cooking non-stop ever since I left.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-size:100%;" &gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;Looks like that eating better will just have to wait until the start of Winter Quarter….&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;     &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;Happy Holidays Everybody.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13556494-113400393581602199?l=herbs-last-stand.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://herbs-last-stand.blogspot.com/feeds/113400393581602199/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=13556494&amp;postID=113400393581602199' title='5 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/13556494/posts/default/113400393581602199'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/13556494/posts/default/113400393581602199'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://herbs-last-stand.blogspot.com/2005/12/trip-to-cleveland-and-fall-quarter.html' title='Trip to Cleveland and Fall Quarter Impressions'/><author><name>Anders</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/12917830126881300938</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>5</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13556494.post-112953177027371986</id><published>2005-10-16T23:18:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2005-10-16T23:50:26.343-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Top Five Reasons Anders is cooler than Craig Snoeyink</title><content type='html'>5.  My first AND last name are mispronounced and mispelled.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: right;"&gt; &lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;  &lt;/div&gt; 4. On a recent random made-up survey of college age females, 7 out of 10 called me "rugged" and Craig "cute" when given only these two options. (One responded "neither" when she saw Craig's picture, bio and website, but these results were discarded.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3.  I remember the names of everyone I met this week.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2. I  give you exhibit A and B.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5449/1196/1600/IMGA15321.JPG"&gt;&lt;img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5449/1196/320/IMGA15321.JPG" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5449/1196/1600/c6791.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5449/1196/320/c6791.jpg" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;1. And finally, I give you Lenny the Lobster (below), who is much cooler than Craig's Wycliff the Walr&lt;span style="text-decoration: underline;"&gt;u&lt;/span&gt;s.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5449/1196/1600/Lenny%20the%20Lobster1.JPG"&gt;&lt;img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5449/1196/320/Lenny%20the%20Lobster1.JPG" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13556494-112953177027371986?l=herbs-last-stand.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://herbs-last-stand.blogspot.com/feeds/112953177027371986/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=13556494&amp;postID=112953177027371986' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/13556494/posts/default/112953177027371986'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/13556494/posts/default/112953177027371986'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://herbs-last-stand.blogspot.com/2005/10/top-five-reasons-anders-is-cooler-than.html' title='Top Five Reasons Anders is cooler than Craig Snoeyink'/><author><name>Anders</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/12917830126881300938</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13556494.post-112747012719604063</id><published>2005-09-23T03:03:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2005-09-23T05:49:18.330-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Anders moves to Stanford and Palo Alto and El Camino Real gets his moneys worth</title><content type='html'>Time to begin pursuit of my Chemical Engineering PhD at Stanford University!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So Vinay and I are all settled in our apartment.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;If I haven’t explained my housing situation before, Vinay and are living in a 2BR/2bath off-campus apartment.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;We would be paying through the nose for such a place, but Stanford has made a deal with the complex and subsidizes the apartments to essentially the same rate as on-campus.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;PROS of this included larger, nicer spaces, the ability to stay here pretty much as long as we want.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;CONS include a greater distance from campus (2-3 miles) and no-furnishings.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Who knew how much that would cost?    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;For those that don’t know Vinay Majjigi, we are good friends from Case, meeting as lab partners in honors freshman physics, a class I still must say had a huge impact on my case experience.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Vinay’s a electrical engineering first year graduate student at Stanford as well as my roommate (yep he really does have his hands full with that combination).&lt;/p&gt;       &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;Well it’s furnished now….&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Highlights include the beige leather love seat and sofa set Vinay magically haggled some guy into giving us for cheap.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;They are quite comfy, but getting them in was quite an experience (front door and closet door off its hinges, removed stuff from most of the cushions and about an 1 ½ hour of shoving).&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Other highlights include the black and white motif of our living room dining room ikea furniture, dart board complete with card board box wall backing, and the showcase item, our just received/assembled Tornado Cyclone II foosball table.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Despite considerable rust (mostly from me), the initial games were everything you could dream of.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Vinay is currently leading the series 9 games to 2.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I have my work cut out to catch up, but I think it’s only a matter of time.&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Academically classes start Monday (quarter system &lt;span style="font-family:Wingdings;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;L&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;).&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Vinay and I will both be taking 3 classes and seminar, the typical load here of 10 “units.”&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;As expected, the ChemE curricula is pretty laid out.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I’ll be taking a ChemE math course, a Thermo course, and my chosen elective, the start of a 3 quarter PDE sequence from the math department I’ve heard great things about.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Vinay’s curricula, as could be expected from EE’s, is wide-open and mostly up to him, not a good combination for apprehensive incoming graduate students.&lt;/p&gt;     &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Additionally, Stanford has incoming ChemE’s participate in “research rotations” for the first two quarters.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Essentially you participate in group activities in a research group (different group each quarter) and have a mini project and presentation.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I will be working with Prof. Shaqfeh, a fluid mechanics guy, most likely on a Brownian motion simulation.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;At the beginning of spring quarter (it goes autumn Sept-Dec, winter Jan-Mar, spring Apr-Jun here), advisor selection and “prequals” occur for me.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The have prequals and quals as opposed qualifiers and candidacy exams like much of the rest of the world.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Prequals are much like Case qualifiers, a paper on a topic outside your area of expertise and a couple weeks to research and then present.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Qualifiers here are, also like Case’s candidacy exam, essentially a presentation on the formulation of your research question/plan and current progress, which will occur about a year from now.&lt;/p&gt; &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Three of the four PHYS 123 lab group members are here, with myself (part of incoming ChemE class of 20), Vinay (part of EE class of 210, under half of which are Caucasian), and Ken Frank (Mech E class of 55).&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Perhaps Tom Lally will join us next year to get the whole group back together!&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Think how proud Starkman must be now….&lt;/p&gt;       &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Outside of living in the ChemE library, I will of course do whatever intramural sports I can, will try to get more exercise (we’ll see about sleep), and have inquired with a tutoring group and camping group at the activities fair.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;And of course lots of foosball.&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;     &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Other interesting things about Stanford:&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;They are really web everything (and in a good way) here.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Much more so than Case.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Also alternate transportation and recycling is GREATLY pushed.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I got $200 for agreeing NOT to buy a parking permit.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Vinay and I have been biking most places since we bought everything we needed for our apartment, and bikes here are very, very big (bike lanes EVERYWHERE).&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Stanford’s bookstore has big prices on textbooks, of course, and apparel could be less, but supplies are pretty normal.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I noticed Giancoli physics books for the undergrads, as well as the same reactions book for the ChemEs.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;They learn transport from BSL, though.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Stanford also has some great Phys Ed courses that I’ve heard are really good (e.g. golf) that I’m going to try and take if it doesn’t count against my unit limits.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;And lastly, Stanford campus is a black hole for just about every useful street in the area.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I have done my share of getting lost.&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;     &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Interesting things about CA: Uturns everywhere.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;They seem to plan everything in huge expanses of the same thing.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Some areas are commercial strip mall as far as the eye can see, others residential, and then there are miles and miles of natural beauty.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Groceries are perhaps the biggest sticker shock I’ve noticed in terms of things costing more, while gas really is as bad or better than &lt;st1:city st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place st="on"&gt;Denver&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt;.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The weather is quite nice, of course, although it gets surprisingly chilly in the evenings.&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;     &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;My next visit to &lt;st1:city st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place st="on"&gt;Cleveland&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt; should be sometime in November for those who are still around.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Progress on writing my masters thesis has been slow, especially with all the demands and excitement of being at home and now in a new place.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I hope to make more headway soon, but at the same time I hope not to totally isolate myself this first quarter.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Wish I had had another 2 or 3 weeks of time this summer and I hadn’t been scrambling for results ‘till the very end…&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Well, I wish a lot of things about my last year at Case…&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;In closing, from personal experience, one should purchase/use a bike of appropriate size and weight rating.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Vinay and my’s first mountain biking venture at an area bike was not so much fun for me on a bike too small and meek for my generous proportions.&lt;span style=""&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Imagined it must be like towing a boat with a civic….     &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Doing my best to stay in touch (although I do a dreadful job of it it seems)&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;-Anders Berliner&lt;/p&gt;   &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt; &lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13556494-112747012719604063?l=herbs-last-stand.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://herbs-last-stand.blogspot.com/feeds/112747012719604063/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=13556494&amp;postID=112747012719604063' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/13556494/posts/default/112747012719604063'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/13556494/posts/default/112747012719604063'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://herbs-last-stand.blogspot.com/2005/09/anders-moves-to-stanford-and-palo-alto.html' title='Anders moves to Stanford and Palo Alto and El Camino Real gets his moneys worth'/><author><name>Anders</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/12917830126881300938</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13556494.post-111837036340894697</id><published>2005-06-09T19:24:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2005-06-09T19:26:03.410-07:00</updated><title type='text'>So I have a blog</title><content type='html'>Don't expect any updates- did this for KRam and use of his book blog.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well, who knows.  Maybe I'll get into this.... gotta finish some other webpage stuff, first, and would probably put it there.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Good luck to all.&lt;br /&gt;-Anders Berliner&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13556494-111837036340894697?l=herbs-last-stand.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://herbs-last-stand.blogspot.com/feeds/111837036340894697/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=13556494&amp;postID=111837036340894697' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/13556494/posts/default/111837036340894697'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/13556494/posts/default/111837036340894697'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://herbs-last-stand.blogspot.com/2005/06/so-i-have-blog.html' title='So I have a blog'/><author><name>Anders</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/12917830126881300938</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry></feed>
